Monday, October 18, 2010
Visit From an Old Friend
It's 12:30am and I have to be up in 2 1/2 hours. This demon called panic that I thought I was leaving behind is haunting me again. I can't remember the last time I had a full night's rest. The moment just before I shut my eyes, it starts all over again, but sleep isn't something I can avoid. Apparently nor is it something I seem to be able to have easily or unaided these days. Yep, this adventure has definitely go awry. My body takes it out on me when I am loyal to something other than it. Only one week. I am strong enough to do anything for just one week...right?